Jesus the lover of my soul

 Dear JESUS ❤️

My hands are heavy to the cores of my vains, My heart filled with so much love just waiting to be reviled, My heart so full my brain's numb, and I keep asking my self, what have you done.

This feeling inside of me so strong, But it   still remains stuck at the peak of my tongue, But I know this feeling isn't wrong, But then why can't I speak, Why can't I look into your eyes and tell you how I feel,Why can't I open up to you just like you always do to me,Why can't I show you how I feel.

Maybe it because of the fact that I feel you are too perfect for me, And my chance with you is so slim, Because you keep paying my bills, And I can't even buy my own meal, You defend me when I am in trouble.

And I can't even speak because I miss my words and it syllables, Forget these and let talk about what you've done before, Of how you looked at me and the pains, And decided to make them gains, Of how you extracted my shame.

And you gave me a new name, And this was because you stood up on that cross and told death to excuse you, You blurted out my sins so you could set me free, Freed off those shackles of chain, And  a new life through your love  I have obtained.

What Word can use to express such overwhelming love, A love that isn't rude, A love that isn't egocentric, A love that isn't of mere words, If there is one thing I wanna do is to love you for life.